AshAisle

I am currently on my holiday right now yayyy! There are tons of exciting things for me to look forward to for the month of September hehehe! ♥

I will be going to Genting next week with my family. And yes, I am aware that the outdoor amusement park is closed for some maintenance/renovation work. However, I am still super duper looking forward to this mini getaway with my family since we don't usually get to spend a lot of time together due to our busy schedule with school/work. I can't even remember when was the last time we went on a trip together. So yay to bonding time with family whoop whoop <3

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I am in the whole "filming" mode ever since the holiday has started and so I decided to make this get to know me tag video to satisfy my needs. I kinda screwed up on the audio bcos of the background noise (mainly, the fan) and the editing wasn't exactly what I wanted it to be. My iMovie just keeps crashing (idkw) and honestly, my patience was running ~~effing~~ low bcos i ended up having to re-edit everything all over again for like 4-5 times! :( (say what?!)

The end result was ok lah, not too bad in my opinion haha! Since I kinda ~~achieved~~ what I intended this video to look like, which is more of a laid-back style and rather dark in color hehes. I really tried my best la guys! (video will be linked at the bottom of the post)

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Since it's finally the holiday now, I have decided to spend more time updating this space bcos i really enjoy writing down my thoughts and stuff PLUSSSSSS I have so much to blog about nowadays, like events that happened recently, my experiences, my current fave items etc etc

I am feeling really stoked and motivated!!

I used to spend so much time thinking about how others will react or think of me if i do certain things or behave in a certain way. Basically i was being really insecure, self-conscious and paranoid, to the extent that I feel like I am losing myself. I wasn't happy bcos I feel bounded by all the unnecessary restrictions that I put onto myself. All these insecurities caused me to miss out so much fun and opportunities in life, I was blinded, thinking that I have to fit in and slowly my true personality was slipping away.

I am not saying that I am that much of a confident person now, I am still someone who is majorly concern over how others think of me as a person. But after I took some time off from the internet, giving myself time to really re-think and re-evaluate everything, I sorta found my priorities for my current phase of life and I am certainly not as lost as before. I just feel so much happier now after I decided to give less f*ck and stop taking BS from others.

I am learning to be more optimistic and positive nowadays and trying hard not to let my anxiety takes all over me. For those of you who may be facing the same problem as I am, just take a deep breath, reflect and be kind. Surround yourself with positivity and worry less! <3

Have a great day ahead! ♥

Friday, September 12, 2014
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BLACK HAIR MONSTER

beauty

HARLO! :D

I DYED MY HAIR BLACK!!!!

WOAH, BIG DEAL!!! NOT.

Anyway, the reason why i have to dye my hair to solid black is just simply because i got caught by my favourite principal (sarcasm, if you cant tell), she told me that my hair is looking reddish. LOL, she even suspect that i coloured my hair this year (?!) -.- She think i very free ahh...

So for those of you who do not know that i dyed my hair after my N'level, this is how my hair looks:

My hair colour actually faded from reddish brown to a bright coppery brown colour throughout that few months.

Then before i came back for the first day of school this year, i dyed my hair black. Like this:

And common sense tells us that, my hair colour faded from jet black to slight reddish brown. Seriously, don't know what the hell is she thinking.. For the last two months in school, i still have to dye my hair black, how ridiculous.. It's not like i will still have to face you for 3 more years -.-

Okay, enough of my complains. But i actually quite like my hair jet black, lol, cause previously my hair colour is so patchy..

If you guys plan to dye your hair after this school term, i recommend you guys to use japanese hair dye like Liese and Beauteen. They are more gentle and moisturizing. They aren't as damaging to your hair as compared to Revlon and L'oreal. The plus point is that they don't smell bad or too chemical!! I used Revlon box dye to dye my hair black last year, it smells like shit, the chemicals in it are strong like hell too. They caused my hair to be super dry, fragile and caused me to have hair fall too. Yikes, i hate it...

This time i dyed my hair using Liese Bubble Hair Dye in Natural Black.

You can easily get an evenly coloured hair with this box dye! I dyed my hair during sec 3 EOY holiday (yea, i'm that badass. XD) with this bubble hair dye, and my aunt actually thought that i went to saloon to get my hair done! To me, this is freaking amazing because if you happen to go to a saloon to get you hair done, it can easily cost up to $80 to $100.

This bubble hair dye is fuss-free, fool proof, and not really damaging. And the leave-in conditioner that comes with the set is FAMAZING tooooo!

So ya, my hair is now black again like the starting of this year! Yay <3